love will keep you up all night...

i am so in love with this song right now...it keeps playing in my mind over & over & over again..it juz fit my life...i juz love the words & the way they sing it...

so to those out there who is tearing apart inside becoz of love, i think tis song is perfect to mend ur heart...enjoy! =)

[Brian:]
I won't tell nobody
I'll just scream it in my mind
Nothing good in life is scripted
It's not like we predicted
That the one you want
Is gonna be the one you thought

[Nick:]
I won't tell nobody
But I won't live like a prisoner
Nothing has to be so perfect
Can you tell me was it worth it
Because her heart can't lie
And even though her face may try
Love can keep you up all night

[Chorus (mainly Nick):]
Cause love will keep you up all night
It's not something you can decide
One day you're all alone
The next you're crying on the phone
Love will keep you up all night
You got a taste of sweet divine
It took you to the other side
Love will keep you up all night

[Brian:]
If I don't tell a living soul
Still everyone would know
Yes they would
It's always three am somewhere
You know it when you get there

[AJ:]
Some people try to cover it up
Some people think it's never enough (never enough)

[Chorus (mainly AJ):]
Cause love will keep you up all night
It's not something you can decide
One day you're all alone
The next you're crying on the phone
Love will keep you up all night
You got a taste of sweet divine
It took you to the other side
Love will keep you up all night

[Nick:]
I don't mean to scare you
But everybody has a first time
One day when you're old and gray
Don't look back and never say
You should have tried
Stayed up all night

Love will keep you up all night
It's not something you can decide

[AJ:]
One day you're all alone
The next you're crying on the phone

[All:]
Love will keep you up all night
You got a taste of sweet divine
It took you to the other side
To the other side
Love will keep you up all night
It's not something you can decide
One day you're all alone
The next you're cryin', you're cryin'
Love will keep you up all night
You got a taste of sweet divine
It took you to the other side

Love will keep you up all night
Love will keep you up all night

[AJ:]
Love will keep you up all night

L-O-V-E

does this song sounds familiar to you? 'love will keep you up all night'? its act a Backstreet boys song...i've been listening to it over & over again on my mp3...its juz so nice to listen to all those words...especially towards the final verse when the boys act sang, 'everybody have their first time'. then they went on saying something that sounded like 'dun wait until ur old & then only u regret not having the feeling of love'.... aww...

its like they actually know i dun wanna fall in love...not now at least...its juz so scary watching other people fall in love & really have a great time wif the one they love, & then within a year, they break up....they cry in their sleep, they get all moody, they regret falling in love, they keep saying love sucks, love is not the most important thing in the world, they can live without love, blah blah blah...


to be honest, i believe in love. i love watching & reading love stories. love listening to a love story, love listening to love songs. its juz so much fun listening to other people's happy endings, other people's real-life stories & dramas. that's why i cant let go of 'laguna beach', 'one tree hill', 'the hills', '90210' & so much more. once i sit in front of the tv to watch these shows, my eyes are glued to the screen. i really wanna know wats going on in their lives...even if its juz a story...not a true story...hahaha...weird huh?


i do believe Mr Right will walk in front of me someday, he'll be talking to me, we'll be friends, we hang out wif one another, & then maybe (hopefully!) i will live with him 4 da rest of my life...but, i also have my own idea on love. i juz dun wanna be in love right now, bcoz of the following reasons:

1- im afraid (watched too many hearts broken)
2- i dun think i can commit to the other person
3- i juz dun fit in this lovey dovey thing
4- i wanna concentrate on my studies (really score in all my goals first)
5- i dun think i've met Mr Right...


hahah...silly...but thats juz me...& i wud like to take mtis oppurtunity to tell all the others out there, if u got ur heart broken becoz of love, dun give up on love. dun have the idea that love is ugly, love is cruel, love sucks, love is not meant for u...love is everywhere...
believe in urself that there is someone out there made juz 4 u! =)

(= DINNER =)

received a text message at 5 from Mr Smiley askin me when do i want the treat from him...i told him next week coz i already bought dinner...but then, he told me he'll b bz next week...so, da only option is tonight...
i came up to my room & asked my roomate bout her opinion...she told me to go 4 it tonight...& i was nervous...called him & told him, "it's ON tonight"

by 8 pm, i was getting more & more nervous...my roomate who also had a date wif her guy friend left me, without bothering to let me know she has left...huhu...i was left alone in my room, trying to think straight ahead...Mr Sarcasm on the other hand told me to wake him up, coz he's so damn tired of a math programme today...i texted him to get up, take a shower & pray, coz its getting late...& guess wat? he texted me that he's a lonely guy...wat comes to my mind at that particular moment? WHAT THE HELL? what is he trying to say? what's on his mind?? oh, SNAP! so, i have two guys in my head...on one hand, i have a great friend from sem 1. on the other hand, i have a great friend from sem 2. SHIT!

so, i went to the cafe, and it's packed! so many people...so many friends...SHIT AGAIN! i called him 1st, telling him that i wud tapau 4 him, coz i know he's a very very shy guy...wont eat in a place crowded wif girls...hahah...but he insisted on eating wif me at the cafe...i ordered food & went over to call Mr Sarcasm! i got so worried...so many things running through my head! he sounded tired...i dunno wat shud i do...

honestly, i felt like rushing over to his room & wake him up! i was so fed up! can u imagine waking someone up when the person doesnt wanna get up? aiyo!! tension!! so, i sounded like his mum, nagging him to get up, take a shower & then pray...all he said was, "hmm....hmm...hmm.." aiyo! dunno wat he was thinking! so, in the end, he said he's ok & wantd to take a shower...

Mr Smiley came wif his friend...& i got more nervous...he came over & sat on the table behind me, coz i was wif my girlfriends...hahaha...they ate the food i ordered coz i was full...& i told Mr Smiley to buy me an ice-cream...in the meantime, i rang Mr Sarcasm again, asked him if he was feeling better already...he said he was feeling so much better, but sounded nothin like that...hmm...asked him if he already ate & he said he havent ate. haiyo! go eat laa...itu pun i have to tell ka?? hmm...mcm2 beno lah...las2, i told him he could count on me if he needed me...ema kn tmpt org release tension? hahhahahah....

picture perfect?

picture perfect...very hard to snap a picture wif my classmates in sem 2... is it  curse? i will never know...
lets see,...i tried snapping pic wif them for two times already...nothing worked out...

the 1st time was on our Bio tutorial lecturer's b'day...i brought my camera, charged it full 2 days before...snapping all the happy faces of my friends...(P/S: i even got a perfect snap of mail!) but then, everything went wrong wif the camera...huhuhuh...can u imagine, how sad & hurt i feel, when the teacher (who is pregnant) was smiling from ear to ear, she looked so sweet that day...perfect smile, perfect style....haiz...n i spoiled it!!
we had a tremendous breakfast, which was a slice of b'day cake! hahaha...but then all the memories flushed down the toilet bowl when my camera couldnt detect any images after a few hours...huhuhuh...

then, the second time was even more frustrating!!! it was the day we all wore our robes, & held a cert in our hands...& then ALL da boys...(except fahmi & teddy) didnt show up! i called them...texted them...none refused to show up! ARGHH!!! most frustrating was Me Sarcasm...i called him, & tried to consult him...begging him to come...he gave me a thousand excuses...but i tried to 'pujuk' him over & over...i even spoke in my sweetest voice...DIDNT WORK OUT! how frustrated! in the end, we called upon a few guys from who-knows-where to snap the pic wif us...can u imagine a class photo with strangers in it? thats my classmates...
the past will remain in the past...they apologized & make it up wif their own unique way...for example, Mr Sarcasm apologized to me & everyone OPENLY on facebook! Mail, abg long, sharip & kucai didnt talk to us...act, i refused to talk to them, avoiding them in every single way i can....but then, i forgave them in the end...its no use getting mad at people for long...it eats u up inside...

& then now, we only have two weeks to go...i really really hope i can get a pic of all of us...as a memory...
coz i have memory wif all of them...n i want to cherish these memories for the rest of my life...