kahwin secara paksa??

well well, skrg nie kan byk sgt cerita whether dkt novel or in the movies & dramas yg mengisahkan cinta antara dua pihak yang kemudiannya terhalang oleh mak bapak, and then kena kahwin paksa ngan org lain. but the trend of marriage once upon a time is ikut tempoh, like lps 3 bulan, kena cerai...blah blah blah...

the point is, i don't get this one drama...(where a lot of people liked it & watched t...EXCEPT me! they would rush to the TV room just to watch the drama) okay, just cut the crap out & say what you wanna say!!
orite orite..so, i watched this movie on TV just a while ago, 'Emily'. maybe you guys have watched this movie before. this story goes like this, two people got married becoz of the girl's brother's wish. the girl agreed to get married for only 6 months. though they both dislike one another, eventually, they did fall in love. becoz of commitment living under the same roof, someday someone will fall a sick, someone will try to help out, someone will start a fight, someone will say sorry...these will spark love life...logic right?

however, watching this drama, which was so POPULAR, though i didn't like the actress & the little girl (somehow now i like the little girl, but still not the actress) the two of them got married for the sake of their parents, some kind of arranged marriage. they already got a child, but still the wife is not happy & still do not have any feelings for her husband. how is that possible? i mean, logically thinking, teh wife must have gone through morning sickness and all, of course the husband would be there, helping her out, getting her every craving she had during pregnancy, right? takkanlah x RASA yg husband tu caring? come on laa..

plus, the wife ada boyfriend kat luar! x rasa bersalah ka? x rasa mcm curang ka? haizz...tensionnya..ema baru tgok satu episod pun dah naik berang, imagine kalau i watch the whole drama? oh, man!! sometimes, people nk create a very DRAMATIC drama, problemnya, cuba logic skit!!

raya haji 2011

well, this raya haji ada good & bad sides...

1stly, ema drive my dad;s car, dengan selamatnya...weheee!!!! then, the part where i sent the daging was also fun2...

right after that, drama begins!!! wohoo?? hmm, i dont think so...it just started & before you knew it, it was all said & done, hearts were broken & crushed, tears were welling up, ignorance plus heartache! 

but the best part is silence! where both parties just ignore one another, till the next day...and we won't be meeting each other till the next raya. wallah!! 

sembahyang secara berjemaah Maghrib & Isyak ngan the EXTENDED family...baca Yaasin together gether...

sembang2 ngan aunties yg sblm ni x enah nk ckp, jumpa ngan uncles yg sblm nie x penah nmpk batang hidung pun...

terima pujian sbb senyman yg manis & personality yg TERLEBEH bubby, sbb pakai sepit rambut YELLOW!

hahahhaa....had an enjoyable day!!

confused

petang tadi, i came across my matriks neighbour. she was a funny person and used to sleep in our room during the exams. she was walking side by side with a guy, and i was pretty shocked. in my heart, i knew this guy is more than just a friend. but i pretended i didn't know, greeted her as usual and asked her who that guy is.
at first she denied, but towards the end, she told me that guy is her boyfriend. i kindda squealed right there & then when she confessed.
as soon as she left me, and i walked back to my room, i wondered to myself.
is this right? should i be feeling happy for her? or should i be feeling sorry for her?
i was in a dilemma. i know she knew this is wrong. but what can i really do?
she's my friend, and she has gone that far. all i can do is pray that this guy would keep her safe & happy, would not do any harm to her. will not have any wrong intentions towards her.
i'm still in a dilemma...
i did after all, matched two of my friends, and now they're a couple. i can't undo my actions. everything's said & done. all i can do now is seek for His forgiveness. and pray that i will not be anything like them.
i sometimes wish to not fall in love. i want my dad to match make me with a guy he think is best for me. id on't know nothing now. *feel like bursting into tears*

sabar wahai hati..

nothing you can do but sabar wahai hati..
semua ni dugaan daripada Allah...
whether He's testing you because He loves you,
or because He's paying you back for all the wrongdoings you've done before...
oleh itu, sabarlah wahai hati...
ema rasa all of these happen for a reason..
maybe you're being tested for a reason..
maybe to make you stronger,
or to prepare yourself for a more tensed situation...

so, i have one advice for you, dear...
leave them behind...
take you, yourself only to the front...
i believe you did what's best for them,
but if they don't appreciate them, just leave..
He knows everything...
let Him only know what happened...
complain to Him dear heart...
talk to Him dear heart...
pray to Him dear heart...
at the same time,
try to hold back your anger,
hold back everything you feel like spurting out...
hold back, hold back...

carving...

carving is a process where you carve a block of wax into the shape of the teeth desired. so, i've been carving this block of wax for weeks now, but all i end with is frustration & failure. i'm not ashamed to admit that this is my 3rd trial to carve the incisor teeth, which is also known as the rabbit teeth or even the front teeth. the first time i carved, it turned out a lil bit tiny, so at the end of the first carving class, i asked for another block of wax, hoping that i would do better...but then, my second try looked OK at the beginning, but then towards the end, it became an anorexic teeth. no joke..it looked more like a sheep's incisor. i was about to cry when the technician in the prostho lab told me that i need to start all over again with a new block of wax.
i remembered asking him, 'could my teeth be saved?'
and one of the technicians there told me this, 'try sending your teeth to the ER. if it could be save, then  it will be alive'
so here i am, with a new block of wax. i began carving since last week. i measured this tooth to be slightly bigger & larger, so that if there's any mistakes, it could still be adjusted. hehe..so pray for me...hopefully i would be done with it by tomorrow evening...aminn...