complicated

susahnya bila kita bercouple. ingatkn bila dah couple, dh confirm la akn terus stay smpai kahwin...
but then tgh2 couple tue, thunderstorm plak yg jadi, then break-up...
then bila org lain nk masuk pun dah x leh sbb ckp, 'im still not over it'
pastu, kesian org yg berkenaan tue...
terpaksa layan perasaan sendiri...
smpai down...

P/S: sapa suh gatai nk couple?? sapa suh ngorat?? haha

movie mania..

wehee!! so, i watched two movies so far!! Abduction & Confessions Of A Shopaholic! Haaha...
i know i'm facing my exams next week. 5 days more!! CRAP!! but then, once in a while, you just gotta reward yourself after a good work in studying!!
as im a VERY GOOD movie critic, i would like t comment a little or two n both movies. just a short one..

1) Abduction

some part of the movie

acted by Taylor Lautner & Lily Collins. this movie is super superb, not because Taylor's in it, but yeah, it is! the stunts were most crazy & got me screaming, squeaking & chuckling  LOUDLY! plus, i was boxing in the air. funny huh? it was a fun movie, with lots of thrills here & there. the rest of the movie was just how Taylor dragged Lily everywhere, how he survived himself from day to day. but the movie plot was only a few days, about 3 days & 2 nights. just a short one, but it's crazy thinking how people can track you down in a split second. you should watch the movie if you wanna know about it! haha...plus, most of the stunts were really performed by him, and the coolest part is when he sits in front of the car at 110 km/h, screaming 'faster dude!' & him sliding down the glass window of the stadium all by himself, but then he hurt his ankle, something we used to learn in Physics, to reduce tension.

2) Confession of a Shopaholic

A cute scene

acted by Isle Fisher & Hugh Dancy. i know this is an old movie, but i missed this movie completely. i read the book anyhow. so, when i watched the movie, i preferred the novel. most of the scenes from the novel was wiped off in the movie and some scenes from the movie are not n the novel. i really loved the scene where she would fight with the customer for the pair of pants (novel) but it was not shown in the movie. anyhow, the movie was cute & hilarious.
The Girl in The Green Scarf-sweet!

my 1st usrahh

so, alhamdulillah, i had the courage to attend my 1st usrah (x jauh pun, surau tingkat 3) gara2 memikirkan sama ada ema layak atau x, will i be able to accept apa yg diberitahu, will they force me to do something i dont wish for was haunting me these few months. but after what i see & experience for 1 hour, showed a positive feedback from my heart.
things were easier for me to absorb, i dont feel burdened...just felt a smack to the face, (well, a few times actually!!) realizing i'm doing all  the wrong things all along that will bring me farther and farther apart from The Almighty. but insya-Allah, we change slowly. at our own pace. but keep doing the right thing from time to time, improve a little a day, and you'll see how it affects you, throughout ur life.
wallahu a'lam...

kisah cintaku

wahh, ema ada kisah cinta!! pewitt!! tapi kisah cinta ema ni pelik sikit. alkisahnya mcm nie..(hehehe...mcm cerita hikayat la plak...Hikayat Ema DAn Dia)

kisah cinta yang bermula tanpa pertemuan, tanpa perlu bersemuka...hanya pada tulisan & love letter nya yang panjang lebar (hmpir satu muka A4) pada ema...sudah cukup, untuk buatkan ema menggelarnya pakwe ema sendiri...
sejak hari tu, kehadirannya ke kuliah sgt2 dinantikan. kalau sebelum ni x penah nk acknowledge dia, skrg nie eager nk masuk kelas, nk tgok muka dia, nk dengar apa yg dia ckp, nk gelak to all his jokes...

sadly, kisah cinta ini akn berakhir besok, sbb ema xkn jumpa dia lagi lps nie. impossible for us to ever meet again. (lagu 'if we ever meet again' by BEP bemain di kepala otak ema scara automatik skrg) ema xkn dengar suara dia, xkn boleh gelak to his silly jokes....
however, i received a shorter love letter today. just a brief one (x smpai 1/2 an A4). =(
 it's okay. i'll take it. i'll keep it. i might get some inspirations from them. My LOVE LETTERS.
but, u'll always be pakwe ema.

trust

this is a movie i just watched just a while ago. i just can't accept the fact that lots of teens & people, especially girls who gets fulled by guys, older than them. oh, please!! you chat with lots of UNKNOWN people on the net, in the cyber world. its the cyber world for God's sake. come on man! nothing is true, especially when it comes to people you don't know.

just becoz he puts a very handsome & cute picture, you fall for him? you meet him without your parents knowing a thing about it. you enter his motel or hotel room, talk for a lil bit & then stuff happened. then, ur parents freak out, and you can still say you love him? come on!!

 get it that Americans say that an action is called 'rape' if a guy older than a girl have a sexual relationship, even if the girl is willing to do so! stupid law right? well actually by the age of 15-16 a girl is capable of thinking what's right and wrong. they just make stupid decisions. but still, you can never blame the guy only. coz in my opinion, i think the girl is making a wrong decision as well.

in your normal state of mind, do you just follow a guy you barely know by just talking on the phone & chat online for two months? into a motel? come on! by this stage, you should already know this is not a right move.
but as much as i hate it, stuff like this happen. girls don't appreciate themselves much. so when other people, especially from the opposite sex praise them, they fall for them. they think they're old enough to keep things away from their parents. well well well....what more can i say?

i just think, sometime's girls gotta take the blame as well, not just the paedophiles. its one thing that the paedophiles are just maniac, for hunting girls under age, but the girls gotta take blame as well..are you outta ur mind to trust a guy outta nowhere? get what i mean??