confession

i so wanna say this badly to you, but i can't.

i so wanna tell you that he's nice & kind & loving, but i can't

i so wanna tell you that he's normal & ur the one abnormal, but i can't

i so wanna tell you that boys eventually will go back to their own self, but i can't

i so wanna scream out to you, 'you're INSANE', but i can't

i so wanna text you & comfort you, but i can't

i so wanna call you & explain everything, but i can't

i so wanna stop the influence from her, but i can't

i so wanna tell you that ur an idiot, but i can't

i so wanna tell you that ur finding excuse, but i can't

i so wanna tell you that u'll never find a man in your life, but i can't

i don't know what else i can do...but to pretend i understand you, 

to pretend i'm totally on ur side,

to feel what ur feeling,

to keep on supporting you...