bittersweet moments

throughout the week, i had a couple of bittersweet moments which i feel like sharing. some of the moments made my heart melt and some made me feel guilty.

Alex (left) & Brendon (right)

1- i think i fell in love with The Cab more than i should. oppsss...well, first of all, i knew The Cab since Ian Crawford was recruited into Panic! At The Disco. P!ATD lost two of their members and so they brought in Ian & Dallon. but there's something about Ian that's really special. he's all curly, yes, and not so good looking as Brendon Urie, but he's really cute & he rocks that guitar. and then, my fingers just wanted to find out about The Cab, his previous band. and The Cab is much more relaxing, more pop music than rock. the lyrics are funny, but so long, that i can't seem to really get them right. i watched one of The Cab's concerts last night, and Alex DeLeon (singer) lost his voice during his last stop in the tour but he said, 'I don't care and I want to have some fun' He went on singing with his sore voice. and the best part is, all of the fans just sang along loudly, it was crazy. i love that moment!

2- my second bittersweet moment was when i found out that Britney Spears is back into Iluminati. Oh, it broke my heart into pieces. people claimed that she was dragged back into Iluminati. That just sounded crazy to me, but when i saw all the photos, i think i agree. she doesn't enjoy performing like she used to anymore, and her music videos are just plain weird. hmmm...
well, you remember those times where she shaved her head bald? it was a statement to all those Iluminats out there that she will no longer be their doll. but somehow, she is now. it broke my heart.

3- next, i watched Demi's live concert where she sang the song 'Don't Forget'. the song was written by both Demi and the Jonas Brothers. it was way before their breakup. the song is a very sad song. but recently, when she sang the song in her concerts, she just burst into tears and cried. but i think the reason she cried was because all of her fans who attended the concert sang their hearts out, Demi's voice was lost in their voices. so, i think she was a little overwhelmed by that. she said that she thought she only had her family & friends during her dark days, but after seeing her fans, she finally knew that lots more out there loves her. AWWHHH...
4- last but not least, i watched Super Spontan until the end! YAY! honestly, i would never knew there's a show called Super Spontan if it wasn't for my roomate, Ida. she laughed so hard that you can't just pretend she's not laughing. then, i watched it and i laughed as well. but then i only laugh at very funny jokes. haha...during the finals, it was between Johan & Zizan. both awesome comedians. they entered a comedian show together, hosted many more shows together, performed as comedians together and even entered this battle among comedians in Malaysia together. the thing is they are competing against each other. votes for them were very close, 48%-49%. it was crazy! my bittersweet moment was right before the host announced the winner, these two were on stage, hands on each others shoulders, Johan acting cool, smiling away. but Zizan somehow got all caught up in emotions, he was trying real hard to hold back his tears. because Zizan couldn't stand the pressure, he hugged Johan so tightly. it was sweet. and when the results came out, Zizan was announced the winner. after receiving the cheque, he gaved the trophy to Johan. it was a sweet victory for me, i would wanna see them both win the battle, but there can only be one winner. Zizan made it clear that JOZAN (Johan + Zizan) will remain as a team, even though he won the battle and Johan got second place. he even said that his victory in the battle is not his alone, it was Jozan's and all of the fans as well.

so, yeah, that's pretty much my bittersweet moments in the week.
P/S: i feel so guilty for betraying Panic! At The Disco.