haunting past

we all make mistakes in life. we fall & we get up back. we fight through day & night to repair our mistakes, to make ourselves a better person. we pledge to not repeat our mistakes. we promise to be better each time around. we start new in a new environment.
but our past keeps coming back to haunt us. people remember our mistakes. people know us for who we are, the good & the bad. they dig up our past & haunt us like zombies. instead of eating our brains, they eat our hearts slowly. as hard as it is, we have to continue life. one step at a time. hari nie ja, 2 org sebut nama keramat. yg 1st tue, ema agk terkezut, but then relax jaa...the 2nd one, hampir tersedak betik yg ema mkn, sbb i didn't see it coming! hahaha...
so, i guess, i have to be stronger, to face these obstacles as a person. it's a daily challenge. and i guess i will never be able to start as a new person anywhere i go. coz the past will keep haunting me...