i forgive myself..

this post is for me.

me & me only

tonight, so many things are rushing through my mind

listening to Red Fm after so long, brought many memories to myself

i recalled that night i called the radio station

i sent out a dedication & a message

then, i received text messages

i wonder if that's where i did wrong

did i created a fantasy?

if i did, i'm sorry

nothing else i can do to erase that chapter of my life

there's no DEL button to press

all i can do is to forgive myself for all the wrong things i did in life

all the wrongdoings i did in my previous chapters

so, ema...i hope you change this time

there's a new chapter ahead of you

start as a new person