okay, obviously (tgok tajuk pun dah tau ema tgh hot!!) post kali nie sgt la sensitif ya...so, anybody yg baca half-way through lepas tue rasa mcm pedih sgt tue, plz stop k? x yah continue...(ema dah warn k? kalau korang baca gak & then rasa sakit hati, don't blame me!)
ramai org akn ckp buruk kalau ema x pegi masjid smbhyg. diorang akn mula lecture psl byknya pahala & ganjaran yg akn dpt kalau sembahyang dlm masjid, berapa byk malaikat doa kt kita...stuff like that la...not that i'm going against the fact yg bagus kalau pi masjid, but then, cuba pikir apa gunanya kalau pi masjid & then x leh concentrate masa ibadah? (panasnya! lambatnya imam nie smbahyang, asal mak cik kt sblh nie asyik sondoi2 bahu i nie? ketepi la sikit, budak sblh nie dok smbhyg ka tidoq?) now, u tell me, khusyuk x org tue kalau dia pikiaq mcm tue? akn dpt pahala byk2 ka? lps tue smntara tunggu azan Isyak, sembang2 & gossip2 psl org. even worse, ada yg buat homework dlm masjid. actually, someone told me that ur not allowed to bring hal2 duniawi dlm masjid, sbb itu mknanya kita tgh merendahkn martabat masjid itu sendiri sbg satu tmpt yg mulia. so, x blh la kan? kalau buat jugak, dpt dosa. so, people yg ingat diorang tgh bykkn pahal dgn pi masjid & do stuff like this, & they get dosa. rugi kan?
ema bukn anti-masjid or anything. ema pegi masjid masa hari raya. kisah la hari raya apa pun, insya-Allah, kalau x dak anything, ema pegi ngan my whole family. but then, i don't regret not going to the masjid when i was in college. coz i know that's wat i did & would do. sbb, waiting for time to pass by at the mosque is also tiring. tmbh lak ngan x dak pengisian while waiting 4 azan isyak. (at least, whenever i went to pray kt mosque, x dak apa2 pengisisan. so, i get tired & sleepy. in the end, solat i pun terisi ngan nguapan)
2-aurat
bnda nie mmg dah normal kan? balik2 psl aurat. smpai kepala otak pun dah pening. but ema x mo sentuh psl aurat, as in the konteks of aurat, apa batas2 aurat & stuff. ema nk ckp psl how we look at things at a different angle. rasanya semua dah tau kot apa mksudnya aurat, smpai mana kita kena tutup, bhgian2 aurat & stuff like that. what i wanna do now is to at last try & make u guys change in ur perception when looking at people. selalunya, org yg dah 'sempurna' tutup auratnya tue (at least diorang rasa diorang dah tutup la) akn tgok org lain ngan mata menyorot skit. diorang xkn ada intention pun nk ckp ngan org lain yg x tutup aurat ngan sempurna tu. well, it's not up to us to judge sapa yg tutup aurat ngan baik & sapa x. but sometimes, kita akn nmpk, but kjita x dak hak nk menjeling kt dia, or say something hurtful trhdp dia. sbb kita akn dpt dosa nanti. even dlm Islam, diskriminasi tue x wujud & x leh wujud. kita dilarang sgt2 utk mndiskiminasikn anybody. so, kalau kita nmpk anybody yg x brapa nk tutup aurat tue, kita kwn jelah ngan dia. bukn dpt dosa pun kalau kwn ngan dia. sbb, insya-Allah, dia akn trtarik ngan cara kita lyn dia, dia akn hormat kita sbg shbt muslim yg jaga aurat ngan baik, dia pun mungkin akn berubah mnjadi baik. bukn terus jadi perfect la! akn amik masa, but at least they're changing kan?
kalau nmpk anything kt TV, mcm artis pakai dress yg x dak lengan or anything, jgn terus ckp x cantik & bg komen buruk psl bnda tue. well, that's what i usually do. jgn ikut perasaan sgt. don't judge them. and also, jgn terus bg komen baik2 pada artis2 yg pakai tdung & stuff. sbbnya, diiorang still buat dosa. diorang mndedahkn aurat diorang, even while wearing tudung kan? still touchy2 dlm movie kan? hmm...so, pikir2 sndiri la. (no idea why i wrote that anyways...) kalau nmpk artis2 bukn Islam menari pakai skirt pendek @ baju pendek, jgn terus lemparkan komen 'teruk la dia tue! dia x malu ka pakai baju mcm tue? aku plak yg malu tgok dia!' dia mana tau apa tue aurat. dia ikut ja ckp director kan? lagipun, dia bukn Muslim, x dpt dosa pun kalau pakai baju pelik2. hahaha...you get what i'm trying to say?
tue je kot yg ema nk ckp mlm nie. ema just nk ubah persepsi korang in whatever you think is right. ema x nafikan yg smbhyg kt masjid tue bagus, tutup aurat itu baik & kwn ngan org yg tutup aurat tu baik...but kita kena pikir org lain jugak. kita kena tgok diri kita jugak. kalau diri kita mampu, baru buat. bila ckp psl topik aurat kan, i recalled something i always do when going out shopping. ema akn masuk kedai yg ada byk dresses & then pick up somehing yg i think has a cute colour, fabric @ cutting. i'll put it on myself & ask my sister about it. hahaha...hari tue, siap angkat skirt prs lutut. sgt la comel skirt tue, but then x leh pakai. i dunno why i do it. just for fun maybe. i also realize, people around me are looking & maybe wondering. 'budak nie biar betui? pakai tudung, baju lengan pnjg, tapi ada hati nk beli skirt pendek? haizz' hahaha...
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