i'm sorry

first of all, i would like to apologize to everybody who might get a bit angry or sad while reading this post. this post is dedicated to those who are unappreciative in so many ways. this post also goes out to those who don't understand what's going on life. those who just think life will be 

great the whole time, that life will be just the way you want it to be. 

to those who've hurt my feelings in so many ways. 

this goes out to you!

i just read a comment by a friend of mine, and she actually wished that her boyfriend would be as romantic as the other friend. seriously?! i actually told this friend earlier that her boyfriend (who happens to be my classmate while i was in matrix) that he is not the romantic kindda guy, he doesn't say 'I Love You' after each call, he's very 'ganas' but very sweet. back then, she said she's aware of it & that she loves him for who he is, blah3. now? what the hell? so, obviously, you don't understand love. love is something that differs from one person to another. guys have their own way of treating their sweethearts. i know i've never fell for a guy before, but watching movies & dramas let me know that guys are all different. that's why guys propose in different ways. some choose to walk down the park & kneel down, some choose to go Eiffel Tower, some dive in the deep blue ocean, some jump from a plane. bottom line is, they're all different & u can't expect them to treat you just like ur friend's bf treats ur friend. appreciate ur guy just the way he is kay?

are all women control freaks? seriously, are we? coz i can't stand watching women wrapping their man around their finger. i've seen my own friend constantly checking on her bf's e-mails & chat boxes, just to see how far is he telling the truth. i man, don't you trust ur man? and do you have to actually share ur facebook account? i seriously have problem with this. ok, maybe sharing is caring. but then do you have to lie? i mean, i honestly have faced this. i was chatting with XY the other day & i asked clearly, 'is this XY?' and the person says 'of course this is XY' so i kept on chatting & told XY wat i wanna say. then XY replied funnily, like with accent. XY never ever used accent, at least with me. so, i suspected something wrong. i texted XY after that. XY was absolutely happy & didn't day a word about the conversation we had online. that's when i knew XX was online using their SHARED account. what's so hard in saying, 'im sorry. XX here. XY is not online now' susah sgt ka nk explain? obviously XX doesn't trust XY. tension tau x? since then i trust nobody. whether its XY @ XX, i don't feel like starting a conversation.