i hate you

i hate you...i wanna scream it out loud, let the whole world knows that i hate you! seriously, i hate you!!
i remembered all those times where we would run across one another, & all i got was cold stares from you! wat the hell did i do to you? NOTHING! & then that day when i apologized, i think u juz made up all those words, saying u have forgave me...u think i'm with him...well, he's not my kindda guy...he's a friend (whom i dun think is a friend anymore these days...) so, wallah! u shud be very happy & satisfied now, dont you?

i think its my fault that i've been supporting you, whenever he says something bad about you...coz i dun want him to get the wrong idea about me...i guess i can only blame myself now...STUPID ME!!


all i wanted was to be ur friend, not that im too desperate to have a friend LIKE YOU, i thought if we're friends, things wud be better...honestly, i dont like looking at you, running into you, standing anywhere near you...honestly, i always get cold feet whenever im around you...afraid that u'll confront me & yell at my face to back off & stuff...but its no use now...all i can do now is blab all about it...at least i can make my heart fell so much better...

one thing, can you plz stop all your lovy duvvy stuff on facebook, its not cute, at all! it stinks actually...not that im jealous or anything, it juz stinks...shows how desperate you are in showing how much you love him...you dun have to do that if you think he'll stay by your side no matter wat happens..
anyways, i wish u guys all the best! may you guys live happily ever after...