smakin jahat

rasanya mcm jiwa ema smakin jahat!! i'm turning worse & worse each day!! wats going inside me?? hmm...ema pun x tau wats going on!! wat i know is i keep listening to rock songs & am addicted toit!! u know kan rock songs will only make hati jadi keras n stuff?? rasa mcm heartless la plak...ema dh kehilangan hati!! hahahaha...


i can feel myself jadi jahat...i mean my friends are planning on further studies in islam, mndlmkn ilmu dlm islam...nk tau psl islam...but not me!! nape ek?? i feel so different! i know i am different!! haiz...apa nk jadi nie??
bila fikir dlm2, ema jadi takut!! wat if i'm turning into a devil inside?! aiyo!!! mampus!!


bila org lain tgh dktkn diri ngan lagu beunsurkan islam, ema mndktkn diri ngan lagu yg brunsurkan syaitan (in a way or the other) wat's happening to me? i dun resemble my school at all...i dun feel like im from the school i came from...i dun blame anyone but myself! juz wanna know wats going on! i mean cara ema brpakaian msih x brubah...i'm still da old me...cara ema brgaul msih x berubah! cara ema ckp msih x brubah! aiyo!!

p/s: feel like sinking into the ground...