why?

kenapa cari ema balik after so long?

kenapa pretend mcm x dak apa2 pun yg berlaku sejak interview ari tue?

kenapa perlu elak daripada mesej ema kt fb?

kenapa perlu suddenly mesej & ask if im ok?

kenapa perlu muncul dlm hidup ema lps ema dah tekad x nk ada apa2 dah ngan hg?

kenapa perlu kusutkan kepala otak yang tgh syok tgok the amazing race smlm?

kenapa perlu 'check on me' & see if im alright?

kenapa perlu act mcm kita kawan? 

kenapa??

seriously, ema pun x faham...ema x suka u come back in my life after what you've done to me...i don't want to disturb your life & her...i'm not jealous of you & her...x dak maknanya nk jelez...

i juz felt like ur playing wif my feeling...main2 ngn prshbtan kita...

sorry, butim not that kind of person...im da person yg bawak shbt smpai mati...i cannot pretend like u didnt text me after i read ur text...i juz cant...ema x smpai hati nk buat mcm tue kpada seorg kawan...sebab insan ynag bergelar kawan nie sgt special..Friends have a very special spot in my life...don't you play with that, especially with me...you may think its nothing...but it means everything to me..

p/s: seriously i hope you dun find me no more...