wassup?

i dun understand wats going on in my head now...

i like listening to stupid songs instead of songs sang by the arabs, the muslims..

i like listening to songs from rock bands..

songs y ntah apa2 mksud dia..

lgsg x dak ciri2 keinsafan...

kenapa ema jadi mcm nie??

ema takut hati ema nie dah tertutup terus...

x dpt hidayah drpd Allah...

mcm mana nie??

ema tau punca mslh nie...it came frm me...i thought i am bullied from inside becoz i'm too nice, too good...so i thought i need to make myself a bit 'kebal'...kebalkan perasaan... guess wat? mmg perasaan ema dah dikebalkan...smpai skrg, i'm listening to all sum41 songs...rasa addicted...i keep playing their songs over & over again...kenapa?? kenapa dah x suka kt lagu2 amr diab, lagu maher zain or sami yusof? kenapa?

now, i'm addicted to sum41...i watched their concert & felt the thrill masa 1st time i watched them...rsa seronok tetiba...is it becoz i miss them? or is it becoz the evil side of me arise? i don't know...all i know now is i gotta change...this can no longer go on...i'll suffer...

thanks to those yg helped me out, sort this problem...korang la yg terbaik...