sakit perut

hhuhhu...smlm mmg hari yg menyakitkan untuk ema, sbb sakit perut. perut masuk angin x tau sbb apa, sdgkan makan lunch semua perfect. s, smm asyik ulang alik ke toilet, tapi sakit perut still x hilang. sapu minyak angin pun x jadi apa2...mlm tidur x lena, sbb panas & sakit perut.pagi pukul 5.30 lari pegi toilet and then tidur balik. elok sedar dah pukul 6.45 pagi!! oh, shit!! lari2 pi mandi!! haha...

ujian Allah

ema x tau apa perasaan ema skrg...terkejut ngan apa yg jadi kt ema smlm...but then bnda t masih x dpt dipastikan sama ada betul atau x. harap2 x betul, aminn...
sblm nie masa buat medical check-up, doctor tu bagitauema ada sakit apa tah, yg ada kaitan ngan backbone. sbb backbne ema sedikit senget. bila ema tanya dia what's the cause, she said it could be due to the rapid growth during adolesence, nothing genetically related. so, ema pun tanya apa rawatan yg ema boleh dptkn, she said nothing yet to worry....unless i have a backache or back pain...
ingatkan itu ja ujian Allah ke atas ema, rupanya, Allah sediakan ujian yg lebih besar utk ema smlm. meraung lah ema dlm bilik, lepas solat Zohor. and then, ema kuatkan semangat, sbb hidup perlu diteruskan. ema hnya blh berserah pada Allah ja skrg. He's the one in-charged of all that's happening, whether its something in the past, present or future.
ema fikir gak, samada ujian Allah ni adalah skadar nk uji keimanan ema, atau nk tgok kesabaran ema, atau nk punish ema atas kesilapan yg ema dah buat sblm nie. but then, ema pun x dak jawapannya. all i can do is trust & have faith in Him & His decisions, qada' & qadar Dia.
susah nk menjaga diri ema skrg, semua pun kena berhati-hati. but then, i hope this is all for the best. aminn...

tired

this morning, we had a group discussion on our poject. we had to set-up a booth in HUSM for a whole day & sell stuff, convincing poeple to buy our product...oh, no!! then, i was feeling kindda sleepy in the lecture hall, but then gagahkan gak mata nie tahan. hahaha...on the way out, nmpk Mr Sarcasm sitting on a chair kt corner of the hall, but then buat dunno ja...sbb malas...hehehe...
pastu buat urine test! however, ema mcm geli ngan my owh urine, smpaikn i wrapped the bottle with tissues...hehehe...mcm mana nk jadi doctor mcm nie?? then came the x-ray...oh, no!! it was embarrassing, but glad it was over! haha...

weird?

feeling very weird lately...so many people are acting weird, like super weird! Mr Smiley was online all this while but never once did we ever pressed the 'Chat' link. however yesterday, he started the conversation first. super weird! although it was weird, i was kindda happy coz we are back to normal since the 'weird' conversation we had before i came here. hehee...
second thing is, Mr X texted Cik CN asking for her number personally. funny + weird. why ask for her number? and also he wished her good night! hahaha...then, this morning Cik CN didn't wanna face Mr X. like, obviously running away from Mr X. hahaha...funny people...

3 days camping

truthfully & honestly, it's my 1st time camping outside, like in the woods, middle of nowhere. sblm2 nie, my camping site is my school & the padang! plus, i'm not the camping kindda gilr, so, dad x bagi pi unless it's wajib. (& yg wajib tu obviously ky sekolah! hahhahaha) so, i was headed to Kem Lata Belatan in Jerteh, Terengganu. 1st time dirikan khemah ngan segala mcm pancang, tidur dlm khemah, kena denda...mcm2 laa...but the best part was i didn't sleep for 2 hours that day, sbb kena patrol the camp at 1am. masa tue, my camp-mates & i, kena patrol the camps, make sure nothing happens. masa tu ema sembang ngan Abang Rausyam, mm2 celoteh dia. dia cerita psl life kt USM, betapa susahnya nk study medical & dental, kwn2 dia yg terkandas, bilik kitaorg, merit, aktiviti2...mcm2...seronok smbang ngan dia. hehehe...
semalam ema kena masuk lumpur. ingatkan lumpur tu sikit je, tgok2 dalam gila!! sejuk plak tue...ish2...tension betul dlm lumpur. pastu one by one, diorang jalan melepasi kwsn brlumpur tue...tinggal ema sorang2 kt tgh kwsn lumpur tue. smpai kt satu tmpt tu ema ckp ema x leh nk continue, sbb mmg x leh nk jalan, lumpur dia dlm gila!! haha...ema mmg menjerit-jert kt situ, smpai Pok Ya kena sebut nama ema, bagi motivasi kt ema, baru ema blh continue the journey!
all in all, it was a fun experience, met a new circle of friends, learnt a lot about camping & teamwork!