L-O-V-E

does this song sounds familiar to you? 'love will keep you up all night'? its act a Backstreet boys song...i've been listening to it over & over again on my mp3...its juz so nice to listen to all those words...especially towards the final verse when the boys act sang, 'everybody have their first time'. then they went on saying something that sounded like 'dun wait until ur old & then only u regret not having the feeling of love'.... aww...

its like they actually know i dun wanna fall in love...not now at least...its juz so scary watching other people fall in love & really have a great time wif the one they love, & then within a year, they break up....they cry in their sleep, they get all moody, they regret falling in love, they keep saying love sucks, love is not the most important thing in the world, they can live without love, blah blah blah...


to be honest, i believe in love. i love watching & reading love stories. love listening to a love story, love listening to love songs. its juz so much fun listening to other people's happy endings, other people's real-life stories & dramas. that's why i cant let go of 'laguna beach', 'one tree hill', 'the hills', '90210' & so much more. once i sit in front of the tv to watch these shows, my eyes are glued to the screen. i really wanna know wats going on in their lives...even if its juz a story...not a true story...hahaha...weird huh?


i do believe Mr Right will walk in front of me someday, he'll be talking to me, we'll be friends, we hang out wif one another, & then maybe (hopefully!) i will live with him 4 da rest of my life...but, i also have my own idea on love. i juz dun wanna be in love right now, bcoz of the following reasons:

1- im afraid (watched too many hearts broken)
2- i dun think i can commit to the other person
3- i juz dun fit in this lovey dovey thing
4- i wanna concentrate on my studies (really score in all my goals first)
5- i dun think i've met Mr Right...


hahah...silly...but thats juz me...& i wud like to take mtis oppurtunity to tell all the others out there, if u got ur heart broken becoz of love, dun give up on love. dun have the idea that love is ugly, love is cruel, love sucks, love is not meant for u...love is everywhere...
believe in urself that there is someone out there made juz 4 u! =)