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have u ever been in the situation as stinky as mine? 

where people don't even trust you when ur actually telling the truth? 

when u feel so down & wish the whole world would just stay quiet for one moment? 

when everybody would just shut up & stop blaming you for everything that had happened? 

seriously, i didn't do anything wrong...it was an accident! 

honest, ema nk niat pun utk bnda tue jadi...

it just happened...

i kept on saying sorry to Mr XY kat Watsons tadi

he said it's ok, coz he knew it was an accident...

tapi x sgka plak bnda nie akn jadi isu bsr bila smpai umah...

mama jadi furious, and x nk dgq ckp ema

she kept on talking about how i actually embarrassed not only myself, but my family as well

and ada a few stuff lagi yg dia ckp...

bila mama ckp bnda2 mcm tue, agk trsentuh la hati ni kan...

maka hati pun remuk-redam...

mata pun a bit berair...tapi daku tahan...

smpai masuk bilik, terus on computer...

sbb x tahan sgt...kang stgi meletup plak rumah nie...

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.